Life still will changes whether you do anything or nothing at all because of the cycle of life - from being a foetus to old age and maybe death.
Yesterday in the shop this lady gave her warmest greeting that awed me, because we just seen each other during church mass, but since school holidays we haven't seen each other - she must somehow wonder about what happened to us, why she haven't seen us for many sundays that passed. My feelings of not knowing what to say, since she said "I haven't seen you lately" - in reply, the excuse because the distance from Gladstone to Port Pirie is remarkable, than just living in the Port Pirie vicinity, plus the time saving. Well, summing it is still quite a work of balancing. But anyway, what struck me was when I asked her how old were her kids, a boy and a girl I always saw with her in church ( usually they set infront of us, where we also sit on the same spot as always). The girl is eleven and the boy is nine, she lost the oldest one she said when I asked again if she only have two. I said it sad to hear that, thinking about my own loss recently. She added that is life you cannot do anything about it, because it is a part of it.
Nicely said, which earned her a great respect from me. Life and Death. Changes and Permanent they two are partners. Like Day and Night. etc.
One thing I like to do next time I will see them, I will give the warmest greeting I can gather to show her how she changed myself again to being me. To somehow lose the touch that people I see around me are snubbed and never care and somehow these kind of attitude rub on me, I hated these people for being indifferent and in a way I really just moulded into their cast. A snubbed in trainee. What a shame. I am so ashamed that to ask her name is drowning me.
Now I will turn around again and say, I still wanted to be me - being myself means never being judgemental, never being an assuming person and never feel superior than others. Accepting that other might be also trying to be themselves as hard as it can be.
Let me part here in saying, that "Thanks God, in those little things that made great changes in our life, for those nameless people that make us turn into 360 degrees for good and all the other unseeming event that mould us into a diamond, that would shine and light the world, and make it a better place for everyone, Thank you Almighty God, Blessed Virgin Mary, All the Angel and Saints, existing and before us, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!"
Yesterday in the shop this lady gave her warmest greeting that awed me, because we just seen each other during church mass, but since school holidays we haven't seen each other - she must somehow wonder about what happened to us, why she haven't seen us for many sundays that passed. My feelings of not knowing what to say, since she said "I haven't seen you lately" - in reply, the excuse because the distance from Gladstone to Port Pirie is remarkable, than just living in the Port Pirie vicinity, plus the time saving. Well, summing it is still quite a work of balancing. But anyway, what struck me was when I asked her how old were her kids, a boy and a girl I always saw with her in church ( usually they set infront of us, where we also sit on the same spot as always). The girl is eleven and the boy is nine, she lost the oldest one she said when I asked again if she only have two. I said it sad to hear that, thinking about my own loss recently. She added that is life you cannot do anything about it, because it is a part of it.
Nicely said, which earned her a great respect from me. Life and Death. Changes and Permanent they two are partners. Like Day and Night. etc.
One thing I like to do next time I will see them, I will give the warmest greeting I can gather to show her how she changed myself again to being me. To somehow lose the touch that people I see around me are snubbed and never care and somehow these kind of attitude rub on me, I hated these people for being indifferent and in a way I really just moulded into their cast. A snubbed in trainee. What a shame. I am so ashamed that to ask her name is drowning me.
Now I will turn around again and say, I still wanted to be me - being myself means never being judgemental, never being an assuming person and never feel superior than others. Accepting that other might be also trying to be themselves as hard as it can be.
Let me part here in saying, that "Thanks God, in those little things that made great changes in our life, for those nameless people that make us turn into 360 degrees for good and all the other unseeming event that mould us into a diamond, that would shine and light the world, and make it a better place for everyone, Thank you Almighty God, Blessed Virgin Mary, All the Angel and Saints, existing and before us, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!"
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