Hi Rose! Okey, I'm just happy to talk to you and reminiscence old high school days or just talk pity things. Our other classmate, she stayed long hours in the office you know, she said. I supposed she need to just let the heavy traffic passed instead of joining the crab movement of the transportation she will get, if she log out from her office early.
That was my usual route daily once I was there too, my solution go to malls, watch movies, dine out with other co-employees to let that peak traffic time (5-8:30pm) pass by. It seemed to be fun, nightly routine, turns to monthly routine, then yearly, then over and over and over. It was not fun anymore to do it in long term, despite the fact that i have a "steady" bf then - which never been as "steady" seeing me, since or because of our distance. That's one point to be keeping tab, because I thought that distance and constant accompaniment isn't a big deal, but the honesty, sincerity of his "love" to me, but not his business.
Though these facts were past story of my life, as a young heart or inexperience human being, our wisdom is not fully developed and we should seek the wise and the old. But guess what, I was not even acknowledging it that i am unwise, all I know, I am me, being in a relationship and committed. Then, when you are that person, you would never suspect anything that he can do to ruin that, because it is you that got that kind heart and trusting one.
Only trouble is some not everyone is like me though so is him, he is not like me, he is much so different from me. Yet, I was in some point certain he did "love" me or even got that sincerity or honestly what I was speaking about.
Alas, that wasn't the case!
..to be continued..
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